“Jane Doe #1”
by Don Thompson
Nothing more elemental that’s not stone
than vineyards. So it seems
on June afternoons
well into the sun’s auto-alchemy—
turning water and its own light
into flame, moscato, sweet sapphire.
Such fertile soil under a sun
that would parch it to hardpan
without water—
the one uncertainty.
But water can be imported (pricey)
along with low-wage vineyard workers.
A Dorothea Lange black and white shows
some campesino’s camera-shy grin half-hidden
behind a staggering bunch of grapes
big as golf balls.
Those grapes matter, not him.
Nor the corpse
dumped near vines early in ‘78
and not discovered until harvest.
Nothing more elemental than bones.
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No one has atoned for her,
post-pubescent and buck-toothed
with remnants of auburn hair…
Jack Ripper’s last victim, aka Ginger,
could’ve been a redhead.
Also Rita Hayworth, sad Rita,
Michelangelo’s Sistine Eve,
that sui generis recluse of Amherst
or those Pre-Raphaelite stunners.
On this girl, though, this plain Jane,
you’d see no such lush abundance.
And even Lizzie Siddal’s hair
(not all-that)
had to be augmented
to suit Rossetti’s fetish—
though redder than ever
in her grave
with his poems loose in her bony hands.
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Maybe this Jane’s hands, missing,
went home clamped in a coyote’s teeth
for her little ones to gnaw
and then bat back and forth
for fun.
Maybe the killer, thinking fingerprints
and wanting her to be
no one forever,
severed them with a serious pocket knife,
tossed them into the nearby canal.
Who knows? Maybe
her hands crawled off on their own,
aimless tarantulas,
or reached out at last to grasp
those hands that turned out to be
within reach after all.
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Doll-sized underwear, faint pink
faded to the color of dirt;
sieved and fragile as cobwebs,
left behind to finish disintegrating—
somehow of no interest
to pre-DNA cops.
Who kept her necklaces at least,
bless them, medals
to invoke clichéd St. Christopher
or Mary, arms open wide
to pray for us.
Dona nobis pacem.
As if.
But possibly fake silver
that would’ve turned her throat green,
beseeching a more personal saint—
Vitalis, for instance, devoted
to those who labor day-by-day
in someone else’s vineyard.
Also patron of prostitutes.
Or Jude with his flaming head
and useless cudgel
that should’ve cracked her attacker’s skull—
Jude of lost causes,
of every hopeless case.
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Perhaps her unburied bones pity us,
still interred in our bodies,
not yet risen
from the sepulcher of this life
into fresh air, somewhere
none of our kind ever haunts.
Pure white, rain-washed simplicity—
almost sanctified,
compared to the flesh morass.
One bone separated from another
to signify an end
of convoluted human relationships:
femur here, humerus over there,
skull set free at last
to wander like a rolling stone.
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Don Thompson has been publishing poetry for over fifty years, including a dozen or so books and chapbooks. A San Joaquin Almanac won the Eric Hoffer Award for 2021 in the chapbook category. For more info and links to publishers, visit his website at www.don-e-thompson.com.
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